Feeling....?
Feeling....?
12/12/2014
I know it's been a while since I lasted posted anything but I did warn you I do tend to get lazy. This time it was not because of lack of interest or just being lazy. I simply have not had much to say on the subject. The only real information I have to share is due to my last visit to the oncologist... it would seem my white blood count is down and he isn't too concern that it's cancer. Good news but it still does not explain what is going on with my body. It could be all in my head but who knows. His answer to the unexplained high white blood count was my weight. The most used and most generic answer in the medical world. I'm supposed to go back a couple of more times to the cancer center next year but I am going to cancel both appointments. I see no reason to go back. Same for the special diseases appointment too. It is clear they have no viable answers for me. I have enough to deal with as is without all these wasted appointments.
My Blood Sugar levels seems to be a bit better but still not where I want them to be. Mostly due to me binge eating crap food. I have been experiencing numb sensations in my feet and hands as well. I still need to get into a local support group but I have yet to bother to see what was out there. So as you can see I'm not basking in the pool of positivity lately. I am neither happy or sad. I'm just worn down I guess. I feel stuck with no way out of this mundane mindset. I feel very much alone. I guess I am having a pity party as we all do at times or I'm just Feeling...?
12/12/2014
I know it's been a while since I lasted posted anything but I did warn you I do tend to get lazy. This time it was not because of lack of interest or just being lazy. I simply have not had much to say on the subject. The only real information I have to share is due to my last visit to the oncologist... it would seem my white blood count is down and he isn't too concern that it's cancer. Good news but it still does not explain what is going on with my body. It could be all in my head but who knows. His answer to the unexplained high white blood count was my weight. The most used and most generic answer in the medical world. I'm supposed to go back a couple of more times to the cancer center next year but I am going to cancel both appointments. I see no reason to go back. Same for the special diseases appointment too. It is clear they have no viable answers for me. I have enough to deal with as is without all these wasted appointments.
My Blood Sugar levels seems to be a bit better but still not where I want them to be. Mostly due to me binge eating crap food. I have been experiencing numb sensations in my feet and hands as well. I still need to get into a local support group but I have yet to bother to see what was out there. So as you can see I'm not basking in the pool of positivity lately. I am neither happy or sad. I'm just worn down I guess. I feel stuck with no way out of this mundane mindset. I feel very much alone. I guess I am having a pity party as we all do at times or I'm just Feeling...?
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