Feeling defeated for whatever reason.
Feeling defeated for whatever reason.
6/10/2015
The last couple of weeks has been kind of rough for Dale and I. Last week my great dane got out the back yard and wandered into the neighbor's swimming pool and drowned. She was an old girl and I knew he time was about up but I did not expect her to drown. Seems like a horrid way to go since she was very afraid of our pool and water in general. As odd as this may sound, her death isn't really the key to why I have been feeling so out of sorts of late. Her death was certainly not helping but I was in a funk before she died. It may be the concerns with the laser theraphy coming up or just general depression. I just feel like everytime I get a few steps ahead something else comes along and pisses on it. I guess I just need to process things before I completely freak myself out. I don't know why but I feel so fucking alone. Foolish I know... but it is how it feels. Maybe I'm just having a pity party and I should just get the fuck over it all? Who knows? I hope my next update won't be so sad and pitiful.
6/10/2015
The last couple of weeks has been kind of rough for Dale and I. Last week my great dane got out the back yard and wandered into the neighbor's swimming pool and drowned. She was an old girl and I knew he time was about up but I did not expect her to drown. Seems like a horrid way to go since she was very afraid of our pool and water in general. As odd as this may sound, her death isn't really the key to why I have been feeling so out of sorts of late. Her death was certainly not helping but I was in a funk before she died. It may be the concerns with the laser theraphy coming up or just general depression. I just feel like everytime I get a few steps ahead something else comes along and pisses on it. I guess I just need to process things before I completely freak myself out. I don't know why but I feel so fucking alone. Foolish I know... but it is how it feels. Maybe I'm just having a pity party and I should just get the fuck over it all? Who knows? I hope my next update won't be so sad and pitiful.
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