Uncertain.
Uncertain.
11/4/2016
Greetings all, As I have mentioned before on my last post...D-Rex has changed up my meds from 4 pills of the Metformin to two a day. I have to be honest and say I am not sure if this was a good call. My fasting numbers have go up a great deal and my readings seem during the day at times never go down under 150. Of course my eating habits may be the main reason along with the reduced meds for this rise in numbers. The last couple of days or so, I've been feeling out of sorts and my sleep is very unstable.I am sure this is playing apart in the high readings.
I am trying to not freak out over all this. I am trying to take what I do know about Diabetes and look at this logically. I feel if I do not gain some control over this, I will give up and not care about any of it anymore. I understand that is a stupid way to look at this and so I have work hard emotionally to really stay focused. Although I know I am not alone in this situation... somehow I still feel alone. I need to get out of this negative frame of mind and kick ass. Mostly my own ass.
What I am going to do is push myself to get more active and inform myself. I need to remind myself if I give up then things will get much much worse. If this happens I will have no one to blame but myself. I am going to work on my eating habits and my attitude. I have to learn to step out this self made box and regain my self confidence. It is up to me if I live or die. I plan on living. I do feel uncertain but perhaps that is normal when changes are made. However I am certain of this...Life is a series of struggles but within that struggle... you find out just how bad ass you really are.
Take care all!
11/4/2016
Greetings all, As I have mentioned before on my last post...D-Rex has changed up my meds from 4 pills of the Metformin to two a day. I have to be honest and say I am not sure if this was a good call. My fasting numbers have go up a great deal and my readings seem during the day at times never go down under 150. Of course my eating habits may be the main reason along with the reduced meds for this rise in numbers. The last couple of days or so, I've been feeling out of sorts and my sleep is very unstable.I am sure this is playing apart in the high readings.
I am trying to not freak out over all this. I am trying to take what I do know about Diabetes and look at this logically. I feel if I do not gain some control over this, I will give up and not care about any of it anymore. I understand that is a stupid way to look at this and so I have work hard emotionally to really stay focused. Although I know I am not alone in this situation... somehow I still feel alone. I need to get out of this negative frame of mind and kick ass. Mostly my own ass.
What I am going to do is push myself to get more active and inform myself. I need to remind myself if I give up then things will get much much worse. If this happens I will have no one to blame but myself. I am going to work on my eating habits and my attitude. I have to learn to step out this self made box and regain my self confidence. It is up to me if I live or die. I plan on living. I do feel uncertain but perhaps that is normal when changes are made. However I am certain of this...Life is a series of struggles but within that struggle... you find out just how bad ass you really are.
Take care all!
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