Doing what is right for myself.
Doing what is right for myself.
9/5/2014
Okay my test results at the infectious disease center came out good with no real issues. I'm happy about that but at the same time... I still don't know what is going on with my white blood count. I go back to the cancer center this monday for a follow up. Now if he tells me he wants to do the chest x-ray and a bone biopsy...I am going to move forward with that. If these two last test come out clean, then I am going to call it quits with worrying over the W.B.C deal. They have tested me for damn near everything and nothing has given me an answer to what might be causing this. I have done everything everyone has asked me to do so now I have to do what I need to do and thats refocus myself on my Diabetes. My blood sugar has been all over the chart and my eating is out of control. The urge to give up is really starting to bother me. The W.B.C thing is just making me frustrated and depressed. Which is the last thing I need. Like I said before... I will go forward with the next two tests and after that I am done. Unless these tests show concern... I can't do this anymore. Doing what is right for me may not be financially beneficial to the medical industry but thats not my problem. I have enough to deal with already. I have got to take charge over what I know I can control to the best of my ability. I know i need to get my mind back into a more positive and productive place. I know I can do all this and more.
It's in us all to achieve our goals. We just need to keep moving on and not give in to the urge of giving up. Have a great weekend all!
9/5/2014
Okay my test results at the infectious disease center came out good with no real issues. I'm happy about that but at the same time... I still don't know what is going on with my white blood count. I go back to the cancer center this monday for a follow up. Now if he tells me he wants to do the chest x-ray and a bone biopsy...I am going to move forward with that. If these two last test come out clean, then I am going to call it quits with worrying over the W.B.C deal. They have tested me for damn near everything and nothing has given me an answer to what might be causing this. I have done everything everyone has asked me to do so now I have to do what I need to do and thats refocus myself on my Diabetes. My blood sugar has been all over the chart and my eating is out of control. The urge to give up is really starting to bother me. The W.B.C thing is just making me frustrated and depressed. Which is the last thing I need. Like I said before... I will go forward with the next two tests and after that I am done. Unless these tests show concern... I can't do this anymore. Doing what is right for me may not be financially beneficial to the medical industry but thats not my problem. I have enough to deal with already. I have got to take charge over what I know I can control to the best of my ability. I know i need to get my mind back into a more positive and productive place. I know I can do all this and more.
It's in us all to achieve our goals. We just need to keep moving on and not give in to the urge of giving up. Have a great weekend all!
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