Feeling better but not “Party!” better.

7/19/2014

Feeling better but not “Party!” better.

I woke up at 2 am this morning feeling restless but not really crappy. Actually I am feeling clear headed for a change. I just finished my whole wheat bagel and a couple of bananas for my breakfast. I took my large collection of vitamins and meds and now I am sitting here listening to Coldplay and relaxing. Oh… I am sure this is a waste of time due to the fact I have no idea if anyone actually reads this blog but just in case…  Does anyone know a good vitamin to help Diabetics with energy level? As if I need more pills but I think this may be necessary. My energy level is so out of whack the last few weeks. I have to do something because this is making me bit nuts. I have been told that B-12 was good for energy but I thought I would put this out there and see what you all think. Any productive information would be awesome.

So… back to the topic at hand. I had a rough day yesterday but I am feeling a lot better emotionally. It’s a bit odd because I woke up so damn early. I guess my body is rested enough. It’s hard to keep yourself chilled when you just want to lose your fucking mind on someone. Of course I know that would not be a smart thing to do. The stress and anger will just get worse if I don’t try to control myself. At one time it was never an issue for me to maintain my emotions but now it seems like I am losing control. I don’t like the idea of losing control over myself. I often wonder do other folks deal with the same problem. I will say that since I started this blog it has helped a little in venting my anger and emotions. I know once I get a meal plan set and I become more active in walking the treadmill and getting more exercise it should start to show in my blood sugar level and my emotional state of mind as well as my energy level. Once all that is in place I should go from feeling better to “PARTY” soon. That’s my goal at least. Okay enough of this. Have a great weekend all!